haha the title has nothing to do with what this post is about. mwahaha. tonight we had family over for dinner. it was pretty fun. the dog of course went crazy once the boys got here. but all in all everything went pretty smoothly.
i realize that thirty years from now, when i am 49, when i look back at my life there is going to be nothing to be impressed about that is unless i change things drastically. i have nothing of importance. i do nothing of importance. i am nothing of importance. i have to do something to make myself a better person and something of importance. i just have no idea of what to do to make things better. and i have no idea of how to go about figuring it out therefore i am lost in life.
